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I share that sinking fear for my son's young family (who are not Christian).I just have to keep looking at him because I get moments of fear thinking about my future with my husband and kids.
Slowly the truth we know of God's plans sinks in, but it's like I go through cycles where some days I am depressed about the evil and no amount of knowledge helps.
A few months ago the Lord showed me what I'm doing. Since the 2020 Covid fears I would go between gratefully trusting God to feeling distressed. The distress is a natural response to evil, and it helped me to stop trusting in the savings I'd worked on for retirement, stop trusting modern medicine, etc. Here's where I goofed up, I allowed the distress to move into times of despair.
Now I'm learning to give my burden of distress to Jesus, and He is faithful to remind me of biblical truths that help me avoid depair/depression.