Wow Cheeky. Thanks for sharing you heart at this level with us. That is sad to hear. I'd like to offer some encouragement hopefully if I might. In some ways I would want to say "welcome to my world." But to the degree you have shared, I believe what you are experiencing is likely deeper because compared to "my world" (which is more philosphical), you are dealing with daily results of people's hearts right in front of you. You are in my prayers dear sister.
Where I would want to be of encouragement is perhaps in hopes of what you are seeing in life is in a sense not so much in how even believers are experiencing wide and varied disconnect, but that in some ways dear sister, it is probably suppose to be this way. What I don't mean by that is to suggest that believers should be so confused as you have experienced. But rather that it makes a lot of sense to me why they might. But not as a way to perform therapy upon my own uncertainties. But rather a view into a far deeper freshness seen in Him.
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Here is a general trajectory that might be helpful to consider. America has been deeply conditioned by globalism. Woke culture in what I understand is just a feature of Marxism decoupling sociality from its norms...for the really dumbed down reason of just separating people from what God has naturally put in place that bonds us wholistically together as His creation. So if government can insert ideologies that destroy the normal strengths associated with family, marriage, honest sexual identity etc...it can erode natural order away from our orientations in how God has created us and how we function in created order. If government can diffuse that orientation it can reroute people to trust more in individual preference instead of the soundness associated with God's created order. So the further the government can move us away from the norm of created order, the more it can have us believe in whatever else they will sell us. And that over time has us becoming more dependent on them instead of family or husband, or wife, or any other normal order God has created for us to function in. The more government can erode that, the more we are succiptible to trust their new spins on who we think we are. And there enlies I believe the trend and mission of globalism. To redefine us into the image of the state. Where the ruling class owns what we think about ourselves to the degree any one group can.
THE GOOD NEWS? I believe what we are noticing is growing pains. I am not new age in the slightest. But the purpose it would seem that God permits today is an America that (out of our humanness) is pushing back against a globalist empire. Ultimately dear sister we know there is a one world trajectory in store for us. We know during the tribulation we go there in spades. But the good news I think for our age of grace is that YOU and Me and US, we see differntly than those client's of yours you are troubled by. Why is that good news? Because you are not nodding your head agreeing with them. And there is a sense of discernment with the few. But I don't think it's just good news in that we can see things. I think its good news we know that God that sees (like Hagar exclaimed He does in the old testament).
So what it looks like to me is likely occuring is that God is allowing America growing pains as we push back against the evil globalist regime. If I were a new ager I'd say "And America wins and we evolve into a happy ever after." But I am not a new ager. So I don't believe it goes like that. But what it looks like it goes as is this: That in our age of grace God is allowing America push back against globalism. And your client's are naturally a level of fall out testifying of the need for push back. Growing pains take time. Do we have a lot of that left? Maybe more than we think, but perhaps not much seeing all the signs we have thus far. But the reason your client's are reacting is BECAUSE something is changing. If it were not, we would all hold hands and sing kumbaya. But the growing pains your client's feel, testify that we are not all dumbed down beyond recovery.
If I were to tell you in 2021 that America would control Gaza in the future, would you believe me? No. And likely you should not have. If I told you in 2022 that Trump would win and turn the course of the country around and that Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez would remove her gender pronouns from Twitter because gender pronouns would be phasing out...would you have believed me? Or if I told you in 2020 that Elon Musk would buy Twitter and change it to X and move it significantly to the right. Would you have believed me? If I told you that Elon would be involved in auditing federal government even the FED, would that have even sounded sane to you in 2021 after the election was stolen...by Biden? Had I told you in 2018 that the next president would be a geriatric version of the presidency where the world would marvel at how pathetic the presidency in the US had become? A man falling upstairs multiple times? Shaking hands with no one there? Mumbling? The leader of the free world? And that an even an absent minded dupe could beat Trump at the polls? The irony...no? And it would just go on and on like that for years? A talking head puppet vacant of leadership quality whatsoever ruling the free world? Perhaps you might have believed that. But in 2018 it looked like we might have been going in a better direction though.
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So I am just saying all that to say that we are kind of living in impossible times. And it does look like nationalism (as God had intended in Genesis) is overtaking globalism. At least for a time. And that will produce growing pains for those who allowed themselves to be too far duped by globalist ideology. We know when the tribulation comes we will fall into globalism. That is a given. But today, while it is still called today, we see something shifting. And the testimony of that is the growing pains we see in others. So the good news in that is that God seems to sovereignly be allowing globalism enough push back right now to cause those deeply in its trance to be shocked. And THAT is a miracle. A signature moment of THE SOVEREIGN. And for what THAT is worth in our short while left, I believe is priceless. And if where we are now is any indication of what of God's character He might show a fallen world is any indication of where things "might" go before a tribulation arrives, I would expect a TON of more growing pains to be a thing. And if that is the Providence of God, His children can get to see it in "real time." And that is pretty darn amazing, no? I hope this finds a way of encouragement in the temporal in your heart dear saint. Blessings.
PS -- this might be something to consider. Only the Lord knows, and I guess we will see. But...what I have noticed in the world of eschatology for some reason is that we have come to believe that America is not a part of Bible prophecy. We have seemingly talked ourselves into America Durangement syndrome of sorts. In part it is likely out of good faith in believing that God would not want to "cheat" as it were by using the most powerful country in human history to "do prophesy." God is greater than America. Therefore, He won't use it so we can see His power. Yet, what if God wan'ts to use America? I believe He does get a say in that too...lol. From what we have seen as NORMAL is that God has used America to defend Israel for 7 decades now. This is not rocket science. This is what has been in plain sight for decades now. So if God keeps using America in this way, we would expect God to use America to make Israel Great Again. Right? But for some reason we are not allowed to permit our thoughts to go this way. To do so makes us fleshy. Dependent on America and Trump for God to have to do His will. In doing this, we feel we weaken God to our standards. "God you have to use Trump," we think we must not say because of the level of temporal fleshy shame for such as His saints to think so. But maybe all of that is just a therapy session we put ourselves through. And when that session is over, we can buy some popcorn and let God do His thing aside from all our meanderings about what that might be or supposed to look like to us. Eschatology is not so much the science of the human mind...it is what a Holy God does in spite of that. And that is a story He, not us, tells us. Just saying.
I guess we will see. Blessings.
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