Personally I found nothing strange or forced in his widow's speech, either in content or delivery. I thought she did a good job eulogizing her husband and proclaiming that his mission would continue. Charlie Kirk's secular mission was to proclaim the fact that all human beings have value, that ideas should be debated, that differences should be discussed with respect, and that violence and hatred must be rejected. His Christian mission was to proclaim the love of God for all people, that all men needed a savior and that Jesus Christ was the only mediator between God and man. When proclaiming the Gospel, he plainly stated that the only means of salvation was faith in Christ's finished work on the Cross. I found --and still find-- nothing objectionable in those two separate (but also related) missions.
The fact is that --with the exception of Jesus Christ-- every human being who has ever lived has been flawed. Psalm 14:3 and Romans 3:10-12, 23 tell us that there is none righteous, that allhumans have sinned. And even when we seek to do righteous acts, they are flawed. As Isaiah 64:6 tells us, all of our righteousnesses are as filthy rags in God's sight. Every great man of the Bible, every one whom God used for His glory and His purposes, was imperfect ... some very greatly so. This was so no human could glory in God's Presence: God has always taken Jacobs and made them into Israels. It is amazing to watch and realize what can be done by an ordinary man or woman in the hands of an extraordinary God. Charlie Kirk was no different in nature than any other human being. What his flaws and weaknesses were, I do not know. Nor does any of us need to. They are irrelevant to the fact that God used him for His purposes. And, based on his confession as Christ as his Savior, Charlie is now in heaven ... safe, blessed and secure for all eternity. And the rest of us still here on this Earth would do well to follow his example and that of other faithful servants who serve God through love, respect, and absolute trust in Him.